The Sweetest Agony

Somebody said that preaching is the sweetest agony.  It is sweet when lives are changed.  And it is agony all the rest of the time!

There is nothing as rewarding as seeing lives changed.  Sometimes from a one-off sermon.  Typically over the long haul.  Sometimes it is hard to measure.  Sometimes you receive a note that overtly expresses gratitude for the change that has occurred.  Often you hear nothing.  Since preaching is often more agony than sweetness, it is a good idea to keep some reminders of the sweetness of lives changed.  A drawer where those periodic notes or letters are dropped in, then sit there awaiting a time when you need a reminder of the sweetness of the preaching ministry.  A folder in your email entitled “Encouragements” that you can go back to when the inbox is overwhelming and discouraging.

There is more sweetness to preaching though.  If the sweetness is changed lives, then don’t miss the one life that hears every time you preach.  I don’t mean your spouse, although any encouragements there are worth so much.  I mean you.  Every time you or I prepare a sermon we are involved.  We go through the times of prayer, the valleys, the highs, the wrestling with the text, the grappling with the big idea, the prayerful cutting of material, the sermon run throughs for an audience of two (the Lord, and yourself).  A lot of this process may be agonizing.  Much of it can seem like thankless toil.  But there are good times too.  Times of sweet fellowship with the Lord.  Times of clarity in the exegesis of the text.  Times of blessing and encouragement.  Sweet times.  When these occur, perhaps find a way to mark them just like the thank-you notes above.  Perhaps an entry in a journal, or a note on your notice board, a visual memorial on a shelf . . . something to remind you of how good it can be, and will be again.

Preaching is agony much of the time, it has to be.  But it is a sweet privilege to see God at work in your life, and through you, in the lives of others.

One thought on “The Sweetest Agony

  1. My good, good mentor encouraged me as a seminarian to begin a “Blue File”. It’s those little notes you get through your pastorate from someone saying ‘thank you’. In it can be those very special board minutes where the group decided to make God-honoring, kingdom-minded decisions. My wife listened to Jimmie and she whips out that literal blue, literal file when I get down on myself. Moses, Elijah, and Jonah weren’t the only ones who got tired and down on themselves. I appreciate her keeping those things.

    Sometimes you feel like saying to some angry Christians, “Lay off a little; the devil does a good enough job on me, I don’t need your help too!” 🙂 Instead, peek into that “Blue File” and realize “you’re not all bad; there’s some good”.

    One more thought: A dear friend told me, “Never quit on a Monday”. There are times we have bad Sundays. Be careful to respond and not react to difficult people. I wrote that down with a sharpie on that Blue File.

    chip.

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