Here are some thoughts on expectation and preaching:
1. If our confidence is in anything other than Jesus, then our expectations are too high. It doesn’t matter how well you have prepared, how well you know the passage, how on target the message feels for people in the congregation, etc. We all have to fight the perennial temptation to trust in something other than Christ for the fruit in our ministry.
2. High expectation tends to lead to disappointment, but maybe it is better to have high expectations anyway. There are nuances to these things, but generally speaking it seems to take a toll to preach with high expectations. Gradually preachers settle into a safer zone of not expecting too much so that they don’t feel too drained by regular disappointment. But if having high expectation comes from, or leads to, more prayer for the people and for the occasion, then maybe it is worth the negative cost involved. Maybe climbing back up again each week and choosing to trust Christ and preach again is worth it.
3. Other factors will influence your internal levels of expectation. You may be drained from interrupted nights, or pastoral crises, or criticsm, or spiritual warfare, etc. And there will be seasons where you struggle to expect much at all. At these times it may be the best you can offer to simply keep going by faith. (Of course, there may also be a need to seek help, be vulnerable, take a sabbatical, adjust your diet, start exercising or whatever might be needed – simply plodding on is not always the faithful next step – ask God and others for wisdom.)
4. Praise God that it is his ministry and not yours. There will be times when you are fired up to launch a revival and instead your sermon falls as flat as a paper plane in torrential rain. God knows what he is doing when he humbles us. There will also be times when we feel like we have nothing to give and are shocked to find out that God uses us mightily in those meager moments. God is God and we are not, let’s be sure to be good with that!
What do you experience when it comes to levels of expectation relating to your preaching ministry?