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Narrative Lived
Why did God give the majority of His Word in the form of narrative? I suspect part of the answer lies in the incarnational nature of narrative. It is theology fleshed out in concrete. Real lives, real situations, real challenges, real responses. Narrative engages us, and that is exactly the way God would have it. Why? Because He seeks to engage us.
So as I am studying a couple of narratives for forthcoming messages, I am struck by how my life this week has been a sequence of micro-narratives, within the larger narrative of my year, within the macro-narrative of many lives intersecting, within the supra-narrative of God’s history. Just like we see in the Bible, the world is a stage where lives live in response to each other and to God. Some trust Him, others trust self. Some live out love for God, others live out love for self.
I suppose most, if not all, of the story lived out this week will be consigned to unrequested history books in the annals of heaven’s library. Most of each Bible character’s life was not the action snippet that we see in children’s bible story books. I was talking with my children this week about how the Bible characters were full people, not just caricatures. There was much more to Noah than a beard and a saw. Full lives, full characters, full stories. Most not getting into the book, but all of it mattering profoundly.
Which makes me stop and think as I head into another Sunday: what kind of character am I in God’s great story? The Bible proves it isn’t about brains, or beauty, or brawn. The Bible points to heart response to God’s Word, which then spills out in every aspect of life.
In the visual silence of an unseen God, how does my life live out its response to His Word?
People speak of the great tapestry of history. My life is just a thread in that whole work of art. This week is probably only a micro-fibre. But it counts. It is coloured. And in all the complexity of biblical narrative we see every shade of colour, and yet everything seems to boil down to love or hate, trust or self-reliance, faith or fear.
Let’s be sure God’s Word is marking our lives as we seek to help others be marked by it in the coming weekend.
Where’s Your Drain?
This week I’ve written about things that make us tempted to half quit. Some things make us want to totally quit. Other things just drain energy away without us really noticing. I have to be honest, I am kind of glad I am not preaching this week.
It is just a stubbed toe (swollen, painful, etc.) But that is enough to be a distraction and make concentrating a challenge. At the same time I am looking forward to preaching next week. What is draining you? It could be something physical, it could be a family relationship, or a soured friendship, or an ongoing challenge in the church, or, or, or…
There are any number of potential energy drains. Maybe it is just me, but there’s this weird inconsistency. Sometimes something is going on that drains energy and becomes the central focus of my prayer life. Other times I seem to just try to cope. What is that all about? I haven’t really prayed much about the toe, I suppose it doesn’t seem important enough. But what if my energy is sapped, my concentration is broken, perhaps my attitude is a bit more negative, etc.?
I suppose this isn’t too profound a thought, but I wonder if something is draining you, and I wonder if you are trying to cope in your own strength? Let’s be sure to be fully abiding in the vine as we head into another Sunday, whether we’re preaching or not.
The Long Term Half Quit – pt.2
What are some of the reasons that preacher’s lose the motivation and half quit over the years of ministry? Yesterday I pondered the issues of church battle scars, spiritual warfare fatigue and emotional drain. Let me finish the list now, although this is only intended to start us thinking. What would you add?
4. Physical Weariness – A preaching ministry is not a natural vocation in which to be physically fit. Sitting, reading, thinking, praying. We would do well to be good stewards – watching what goes in, watching how much or how little we do, etc. Over time there are also the challenges of physical ill health, not always related to fitness. Preparing to preach with a tired body and foggy mind is hard, and we’ll be increasingly tempted to just do “enough.”
5. Seasons Without “Success” – There are seasons of ministry that just feel like a hard slog. Every inch gained feels like it took it out of us. People can seem unusually unresponsive. Hearts can seem extremely hardened all around. Somehow our ministry seems to be like a slog through mud, and we don’t know why. These seasons can really take the wind out of our sails.
6. Seasons With “Success” – The opposite is also true. Seasons of unusually responsive people can lead to us being drained and somehow weakened. Like Elijah we can come from great success into great inner turmoil and struggle. We need to watch out for the good times that we always pray for during the tough times – neither are easy to navigate well!
7. Distracted Heart – This could and should be a post on its own. How easily our hearts get distracted! The list of potential other loves that could draw us from our devotion to Christ is probably endless. Hobbies. Power. Illicit fantasy. Pursuit of fame. The love of money. The only One who can search and know the state of our heart is the One before whom we must keep our hearts forever open.
And…?
The Long Term Half Quit
There are ups and downs in ministry, often from week to week and even day to day. But there is another danger too. It is the long term half quit over the years or decades.
Ministry is not automatically rejuvenating. Over the years we can find our motivation and attitudes wearing down. What can cause this? Here are some factors to get us started, a list of seven:
1. Church Battle Scars – Church ministry can be a real battle ground, sometimes out in the open, often under the surface. For some reason people seem to choose the church as their venue for political significance and they can really go after those who have any up-front ministry. Gossip, slander, attack, critique, and so much more. It shouldn’t be, but it too often is.
2. Spiritual Warfare Fatigue – There is a spiritual warfare dimension in ministry. The enemy loves to attack those with any prominence. We should not be unaware of his attacks, and over time we may well feel worn by the experience. There are times when stepping out of the ministry feels genuinely tempting. The half-quit is the more acceptable option that too many fall into.
3. Emotional Drain – Someone said that preaching is the closest thing men come to giving birth. I’ve been at a few births and I wouldn’t want to push the analogy, but there is something to it. We give of ourselves in preaching, and then again, and then again. It can be emotionally draining to pray so intently, hope so absurdly, preach so intensely and then go at it again. Over time the drain can leave us functioning in second gear through the whole process.
I will finish the list tomorrow…
